I’m still finding pieces of you in everything I do. Late at night I must try to reach out to you because when I wake my phone is in Korean again. I’ve been sleeping less because I still have that reoccurring dream where I try to stop you from leaving and that nightmare where I can’t reach you. You are still the first person I want to talk to when something good happens, I guess it’s lucky it’s been a shitty year, because it would just be another reminder that you are no longer here. Trying to move on with my life is so hard without you here, we were going to do this together, remember? It feels like what I’m desperately clinging to, this hope that I’m holding onto is the rope of my own noose… talk about still being hung up on somebody.
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